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it is what it is

Welcome to reality. If you lived here, you’d be home now.
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Throwback.

March11

It’s a weird feeling to discover a new “old friend” on facebook, just to experience a visceral memory of feelings from during the time that we were friends. As much fun as I supposedly had in my 20s, I sure am getting a rush of anxiety, longing-to-fit-in, wanting to measure up, and fear of rejection.

There are times that I look back at the person I was during my last few years in Houston, and I’m deeply embarrassed for her.

Irony, thy name is Whole Foods.

January8

Just got an email from Whole Foods (commonly known as “Whole Paycheck”): Budget-Friendly Recipes for the New Year

Does that mean shopping for these will only cost 1/2 a paycheck? Or maybe 3/4?

Yeah, that about sums it up.

March8

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mini-rant

June30

Ack. We watched Peter Pan this morning, a movie I haven’t seen in years. I have no real need to see it again anytime soon. I said as much, and mentioned (offhand, to my parents) that in many ways, society is much better than it is now.

Ah, but you see, people might curse now, and THAT means that things are worse. Frankly, I see cursing as a minor issue where parenting is concerned. Dehumanizing other races? Minimizing the roles of girls and women? Treating people with no respect? To me, THOSE are moral issues. I couldn’t *fucking* care less about cursing.

I’ll update on the Japan trip in a bit, after I finally upload my pictures. I flew in Thursday night, and I’m finally only today starting to feel human again.

Go, team!

June8

It’s kind of cool to sit here with the windows open, and occasionally hear cheers from a baseball field about 1/2 mile away. If Maya weren’t sleeping, I think I’d go watch, just for fun.

*snicker*

April20

I’ll take the Bass & Beyond. You can keep the Bud, thanks.

Books, books, books!

April17

I’ve been eagerly awaiting the release of Parenting Beyond Belief, and it’s been available for a bit, but Hemant Mehta’s I Sold My Soul on eBay only released today, so today I ordered both, plus a bit of fluff. What can I say? I (heart) Clinton & Stacy.

Hooray for my accidental purchase of Amazon Prime — these will arrive Thursday!

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Allison
Los Alamos, NM
After a childhood of immersion in my family's religious tradition, I hit college and my first true experience with the question, "why?" Why did I believe as I did? If I thought about it, I had no idea. So, I spent the next ten years not thinking about it.

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Once I hit 30, I began asking myself that question all over again. A few years later, I woke one day to realize that I simply didn't believe. For many reasons, I am a much happier (and more emotionally healthy) person having let go of god. There are still days that I wish god did exist. It would be a relief to relinquish responsibility to a greater power.

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But, even better, I can see life for what it is, and work with reality. That's more powerful than any god could hope to be.

Allison...



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